Just trying to not kill myself

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So many mixed emotions.

I think I’m just expecting it to be bad.

Since all of the other times it has happened, well they haven’t been the best experiences. Seriously, how many times does this have to be done to me until I learn to just not date? Or maybe I just shouldn’t introduce my boyfriends, when I have them, to any of my “friends.” 

I really don’t care, you’re both shit. I’m just so used to feeling like shit it comes naturally.