I feel hated. Constantly. Like I’m never living up to expectations. And I tell myself to not care. That it doesn’t matter. But it’s eating me alive. And I hate myself. I really fucking hate myself. And it’s so fucking pathetic that I rather be dead.

I’m crumbling down. I’m doing it to myself. I’m letting it all get to me. And it’s so god damn pathetic. Fuck all of this shit. Fuck it all. Kill myself. Kill myself. Kill myself. I have something to live for. Do I? Kill myself. Prosper in life. Kill myself. Stay conscious. Kill myself. Ignorant fucks. Kill myself. Fuck you. Kill myself. Hypocrites. Kill myself. Such a pathetic piece of shit. Kill myself. Kill myself. I can’t fucking stand any of these people. Kill myself. Try harder. Kill myself. Accept them. Kill myself. Fuck them. Kill myself. What is there left to fucking do. Kill myself.